Fish Eyes

March 17 1987: A few day's ago I came to a new school, mother said I need to broaden my horizons, she hasn't come home tonight either.

March 24 1987:I spend my time browsing the internet looking for things to help my little brother... he isn't well, that's what mom say's. He has Narcolepsy, he sleeps alot,

April 7 1987: Ah today at school I saw chloe she was really pretty, but jasper had his arm around her and she didn't look very happy she didn't smile all day I like when she smiles.

April 10 1987: Chloe smiled today apparently Jasper moved away, Wow...she's my very own angel. Cole, my little brother has been sleeping alot more recently, and mom brought home a new friend he smelled like the stuff my mom drinks bear or something like that.

April 23 1987: I turned 17 today and chloe wished me happy birthday, that made me soo happy. I really love chloe she's my world.

May 1 1987: I hate this...Chloe and David are together.

May 3 1987: David moved away today, chloe is sad, but I give her flower a white flower she smile with her perfect lips but her eyes were dull.

May 17 1987: Someone is a fancy uniform came to our school asking if we knew where the kids had moved or if we knew anything. Some kids were crying chloe looked scared. I...no I only like chloe smile.

June 5 1987: today I told chloe she very pretty and she smiled but it was a weird smile i didn't like this one, she told me that made her happy. Mom came home for a little bit today with another friend today he smelled like ocean, mom said brother won't wake up.

June 18 1987: Today I visited a smooth rock and put a tiny cupcake for my brother he turned 7 today im so happy, when will he wake up. Mom hit me with a bottle today because I interupted her and her friend talking. Chloe came to smooth rock with me and wished my brother a happy birthday she said she was sorry.

June 24 1987: I wasn't my self today I saw chloe with another guy today his name is Ben, Mom's new friend was nice he gave me a a candy and gave me a pat on the shoulder and I fell into a bunch of glass bottles, Mom told me to get out. I walked to chloe's she is across the street she treated me with a red and white box she really is an angel.

June 25 1987: Ben Gone.

July 8 1987: I saw chloe do the thing my mom does I saw in her window, I watched

July 9 1987: Today chloe called my name she said you idiot Lane, My name Lane in her mouth made me so happy.

July 11 1987: Today I was in my room looking out my window and i saw chloe with another boy, gabriel this time. But floyd said he'd take care of it, floyd is my bestest friend.

July 12 1987: Goodbye Gabriel.

July 13 1987: Today Floyd went to school for me, He got called lots of things, floyd say its cause of his eyes but i think they're nice.

July 16 1987: Floyd said he'll help me with chloe but I have to let him lead for a few day's I dunno what that means but I said ok because I want chloe and I don't want to keep waiting.

July 17 1987: I decided I'll write everything down because Lane asked me to, Today I was down at the harbour and someone said my eye's were creepy so I smiled and I took His, he didn't need them anyway.

July 18 1987: The police asked our class If we knew anything about the Murder's recently But I ignored most of what he said, I kept my full attention on my prize. Chloe.

July 19 1987: Chloe took me home with her today and her room reeked of cheap cologne. Insted I decided that We didn't need a whore like this, so I took her to the harbour and as we were walking I asked her what she thought of my eye's. She told me theyed looked like the eye's of a dead fish.

July 21 1987: I mad at Floyd he said no chloe, he took her away at sea. He said he'll find us someone better. I say ok cause he my bestest friend and he never lies.

July 28 1987: Floyd talked to mom today, she said he had fish eyes and that he should sleep forever,

August 2 1987: Mom called Us a monster today she said she wished we were never born it seem's she knows.

August 3 1987: Mom went to the harbour today and the police are starting to catch on. I have to protect Lane, they've only found 15.

August 19 1987: They know

August 30 1987: Me and Lane left the town today, I'll protect Lane no matter the cost, Of course it's because I need him. Anyone else is unnecessary, All Lane need's is Me and now that there's nothing else he Love's, there's no other reason for him to want to leave me ever again.

???? ?? ????: I wish I knew what was at the harbern, that place, but Floyd won't tell me, he just say's that's where we were born. I don't get it, Mom and brother were born in a big white building but I was born at harbern. Floyd say's there were paper's.

???? ?? ????: I find Papers, They say... no I have Floyd read...Lane woke me to read him these papers, It say's Lane Cunnily born April 23, 1970...Child was born gray and not breathing...a still birth...We disposed of the child by throwing him over board... the second child was born safely... the second child was born with a speech deformity...The second child was named Lane...the mother looked out to sea and whispered My first child...give my sister full custody of my child Lane upon my death... her last words were Take care of your younger brother My little fish, Floyd.